14.11.2010

Here we are and I can think from all the pills you made
Start the car and take me home
Here we are and you're too drunk to hear a word I say
Start the car and take me home

Just tonight I will stay
And we'll throw it all away
When the light hits your eyes
It's telling me I'm right
And if I, I am through
It's all because of you
Just tonight

But here I am and I can't seem to see straight
But I'm too numb to feel right now
And here I am watching the clock that's ticking away my time
I'm too numb to feel right now


Do you understand who I am
Do you wanna know
Can you really see through me now
I am about to go

But just tonight I won't leave
I'll lie and you'll believe
Just tonight I will see
It's all because of me

I thought that everything was right and we
were doing fine, till I looked into your eyes ..
Now its plain to see you that you dont love me,
was it all just in my mind ?

I gave you my love gave you my trust
but my all was not enough ..

Now everytime I hear our song on the radio
It brings me back to you.
No matter where I go, it always reminds me
of the things we used to do ..

I tried so hard and you let me believe
that I had your heart.
It was all just a dream..
Was it only a dream that you let me believe ?
It was all just a dream and you let me believe !

You told me everything was fine, we would be alright.
Till I looked into your eyes, now its plain to see ..
You never loved me, it was all just in my mind .. !

30.10.2010

We've only ever kissed lying down and we've only
ever touched when there's no one else around ..

As to why I wait for you longer than the average
person would and why I think about you more
than I think no one should ?

I am at your house so I belong to you for now
trying to impress you but lord I don't know how ..
I can be a statue if you want me to I'm not being
difficult - I just need to know the truth !

As to why I'm wanting you and I would take you
away if I could and why I'm still here ?
It's something I still haven't understood -
Our hands rest together like pieces of paper,
but they're always blank when I hold your hand ..

And it gave you a fright when I stayed the night
and you gave yourself to me ..

I'm making up for the last time and I'm making up for you
and I'm waking up from last night and I'm waking up without you [ .. ]

12.10.2010

.. yeah, I did some things but that was the old me !

I thought I had no more tears left for you, then it all came back. I guess you were never really gone.. I don't hate you, but I'm disappointed you turned into everything you said you'd never be.
It hurts to know you will never remeber the things I will never forget ..


I was only 19, you were 29
It’s just
10 years, but its such a long time
In a heartbeat, I would do it all
again

Late night
sex, smokin’ cigarettes
I try real hard but I
can’t forget
Now in a heartbeat, I would do it all
again

Now I see that you and me were never meant
Never meant to be now

Now I’m
lost somewhere
Lost between Elvis and
suicide

Ever since the day we
died, well
I’ve got
nothing left to lose



Thanks, you finally broke me !